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I haven't updated my journal in awhile.
I should be uploading a lot for the next couple days. I really hate uploading one deviation at a time.
I can't aford premium though so oh well.
Anyways, fav and comment please!
Critiques welcome!
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Holy Shit!

4 min read
ANOREXIA :
[ ] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[x] you hate yourself.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 2

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) :
[x] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you can't cooperate well.
[x] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 4

BIPOLAR DISORDER :
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem sometimes.
[x] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 5

BULIMIA NERVOSA :
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you're way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER :
[ ] you are a bully.
[ ]you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 0

DEPRESSION :
[x] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[ ] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 6

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER) :
[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate. (Issac in a bikini. *shudders* Thanks alot Joe.)
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER) :
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 6

SCHIZOPHRENIA :
[ ] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 6
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Death Note

1 min read
I understand now why everyones obsessed with L.
I love him.
He's just so cute and awkward.
I just got Death Note the movie.
Does anyone know where I can get or watch online Death Note 2: The Last Name???
Please comment if you know where or if you just love Death Note also.
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I have read almost every book written about them, by them, and for them.
(I have a vampire encyclopedia. *giggles*)
I have seen every movie about them.
I prefer them as the misguided hero rather than the murderous villen.
My friends and I have a pact that if anyone gets bitten by one that person must bite the rest of us.

Twilight the movie sucks ass though.
It's the brutal truth.
Read the books children.
They're so much better than that disgust that's in theaters.
Though I do have to say one thing...
...I thought the version of Edward in my head was the hotest vampire I've ever seen until I saw the movie version of Jasper.
Holy Fuck! Was he gorgeous!
He looked pained the whole time but he was still hot though.
I guess I'll end this by saying:

When I grow up I want to be a vampire!!!
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Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $100
[ ] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Total: $100


Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $50
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $150
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $150


Height:
[ ] Over 7�Œ - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7'0" - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ] 5'4" to 5'10" - $85
[ ] Under 5'4" - $250

Total so far: $225


Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $325


Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[ ] First Born - $320
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[X] Last Born - $100
[ ] third born - $550
[ ] fourth born - $300
[ ] fifth born - $400
[ ] sixth born -$215

Total so far: $425


Drink?
[ ] I did like twice - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[ ] No - $667
I am adding an optional answer:
[x] Only with my dad's side of the family. - $215 (Shh! Don't tell my mom)

Total so far: $640


Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $400
[ ]need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$100

Total so far: $690

Shoe Size:

[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[ ] Under 7- $450

Total so far: $1090


Favorite Colors (two):
[ ] Green-$750
[ ] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $300
[x] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $500

Total so far: $1415


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x] Nope - $1000
[ ] some- $750

Grand Total: $2415


Sorry.
I was really, really bored.
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